Lost tears

You say
My tears have no meaning
I cry every other day

And I almost believe that's true
That my tears are but salt water,
nothing more.

But darling,
can't you see
it is not my tears 
that happen everyday
it's your betrayal.

-Rx Dream

He was right

She didn't know
her heart was 
so weak
like a thin sheet of ice
just some pressure away from snapping into pieces

She didn't know
she could be
so foolish
like a child asking for ice-cream when he has a bad cold

She didn't know
she could be 
so hopeless

She didn't know
it was possible for her 
to be treated
the way he treated her.

Turns out 
he was right,
he showed it to her,
she didn't know much
after all.

- Rx Dream

The Void

The void
it was unbearable.
The void
it made her sad.

As minutes turned into hours
as life passed by her,
she was conscious 
of the void
calling out to her.
There was something
that she needed to do.

"Do you also feel it?"
she asked.
"May be just sometimes,
do you also feel it?"

-Rx Dream

Shit or Rainbows

I knock on unyielding doors
that were once open for me
I knock, hoping that
they'll open up again.

But only half hoping,
because the other half of me
wants to fly out through the window 
that is far above the door,
so difficult to reach.

And may be what's outside that window
will just be shit
But something in me says
that rainbows will be there.

-Rx Dream

The Wolf Moon

She asked the Wolf Moon,
because he looked mighty,
like he had all answers.

She asked,
why do I still think about him?
She got no answer.

But she persisted.
She stared at the moon,
and stared and stared.

Then, hours later
she saw clearly
written across the moon
"Get over that bastard"

-Rx Dream

Silly hearts

It was lies, she knew.

Yet when he sat there,
her hand clasped
in his burly hands,
her heart fluttered.

Yet when he looked at her,
with that gaze,
her heart fluttered.

Yet when he stroked her cheek,
when he kissed her un-expecting lips,
when he engulfed her in his embrace,
her heart, couldn't help, but flutter.

And she chuckled.
How silly, hearts are.

- Rx Dream

"Ruthless"

The Marias
Jazz/ RnB/ Psychedelia, attractive guitar riffs and absolutely chill velvet vocals - need I say more?

Other recommendations by The Marias -

1. I Don't Know You - Love the head bobbing chillness of the song. You know, you can just play this song and do your chores, and soon enough you will find yourself dancing, in a really "chill way". Because "chill" is what comes to mind with this band.

Meanings we attach

Jittery hands,
shorter breaths,
empty pit in her stomach,
a ball in her chest?

Something MUST be wrong,
she said.
It must mean anxiety? 
Or may be disappointment?

Why must it MEAN anything,
he said.
May be, it just IS.

- Rx Dream

What we do, what we mean

She was an acquaintance. 
"What should I do for her birthday,
what should I gift her,
let us get her favorite cake!", he said.

She was his life.
"I'm sorry I forgot your birthday,
I was so busy", he said.

-Rx Dream

Inside in a sky scraper

She sat in a soaring sky scraper.
A full moon to her left,
a molten sun to her right.

She sat with a frown on her face.
A deep powder blue sky to the east,
a pretty pink hue to the west.

She gazed off into nothing.
A twinkling city skyline on one side,
a mighty ocean to the other.

How blind was she,
to not see her BLESSINGS.

-Rx Dream